evanae | and so vacation starts...

it's been like the 2nd day into my summer vacation. my last final was on tuesday, it was japanese. i'm pretty sure i did aight. i didn't answer 2 questions but that shouldn't harm my score that much. it was easier than i thought it was going to be, that's for sure. anyhoo, 2nd day into vacation and i still haven't done anything. well...anything productive. not that i ever, hah!

iono why, but my cold's still here. >.> i mean, it's better now, but i'm still coughing like imma cough up my lungs. it's really annoying cuz it's worse late at nite and early in the morning. my mom's been wanting me to go see a doctor but like my dad's insurance isn't covering me atm cuz i wasn't a "full-time student" this semester (whytf would i take more classes than i actually need when imma transfer this fall?? buncha bakas...pif) so we were gonna hafta go a see random doctor in chinatown that costs so much more less. but they're always like packed full of ppl waiting. so i guess no doctor for me (kinda happy in way, don't like relying on doctors that much though most OTC meds -suck-).

i dunno if whoever's reading this can relate. but it's really annoying and pisses me off when u put all this effort towards talking to this one person that u think u like, or at least are attracted to and it's real good in the beginning, then after a while, it's like u just get shot down. oh i don't feel like talking atm cuz i'm doing this and that. oh i'm eating atm. oh *insert some other LAME excuse*. it's like, if u tell me u like me, fucking show it. i've ignored stuff like this for a while, but iono, after yesterday, i give up. i really don't care about that person any more. he's cool and all, but no. it's over. or so i think it is. it's just so ARGH. btw, for my posse, no, this isn't about steve, it's someone else.